building ki 13th floor... agar koi aap se ye kahe ki bina lift ke chadhna ha to what will b ur reaction,13 sunne mein hi thora horror lagta ha.. ,hmm u guys can now imagine ki meri condition kya hogi.. jyada ni do char galiyan nikali phir socha chalo yahi destiny ha
maine aksar logo se suna ha ki situation se bhagana ni chahiye.but agar aap capable ni ho to ?
suppose agar mujhe annemia hota and phir mujhe chadhna hota...
khair ye sab mann ki bandish ha..uska hi game ha...waise bahaduri kis mein ha.. waqt se samjhauta karne mein,ye soch lene mein ki chalo jo ha yahi ha accept kar lo.. agar layman ki bhasha mein kaha jaye to iska arth hoga hathiyar daal dena..
ye phir kisi yauddha ki bhanti hunkaar bhar kar usko paraast karne mein jut jane mein..
ye sab soch ke beech ek name aayaa Abhimanyu, kya veer tha.. kya khub chakra bhedi neeti janta tha.. par use pata tha ki aakhari chakra ni tod payega phir v wo gaya.. ab uske saahas ko kai logon ne dussahas ka naam diya..bechara bemaut mara gaya...
Par us se mujhe kya mujhe to seedhi chadhni thi.. so chadh rahi thi..kisi tarah i reachd.. tavi meri nigah gai chothe chothe buildings and car par.. 13th floor se shayad kuch jyada hi chothe najar aa rahe the.. me ni niche stairs ko dekha nd proudly socha ki kar dia..
par tavi ye v laga ki ye pride stairs chadhne ki wajah se ni aayi ha ye to buliding ke chothe dikhne nd chiti ki tarah bhaghti car ko dekh kar ha.. kya sach mein mera astitva itna bara ha...
astitva hota kya ha.. main hu ya main ye hun.. iska feel hona hi astitva ha kya.. agar feeling pe concentrate kare to its very obvious ki wo change hoti rahti ha.. aaj building ka chotha hona mere astitva ko pura kar raha ha kal apno ka chota hona.. apno ko jhukana..
ye astitva ha kya?..
ya phir hum ne ise galat tarike se paribhashit kar dia ha... ye kisi ke chotha ye bara hone se ni banta ha ye to bus ego jaisa hi ho jaye ga na.. wo chota main bara ye mera astitva... bachhon ki tarah khud hi lag raha tha.. par chalo sukun ha to khush ho rahi thi..ye satya to tha par kya keval yahi satya ha... momentary identity me hi kyon khush hona and agar momentary identity itni sukun de rahi ha to jab vastavikta ka samna hoga to kitna maja aye ga..
hum bachpan se dusaro ki pahchan par jite ha like.. mein uski beti hun mein uska beta hu... uski patni uska pati.. bus yahi hota ha kuch log to ismein hi pura jeevan jee lete hain.. aur jab puchho to unke tark v tagre hote ha ki mainne apne astitva ko us mein mila dia ... apna tyag kia.. this is luv..
hold on hold on.. agar aap v aise hi soch rakhne wale ha to thora bura to lage ga kyon ki jab aapki koi pahchan hi ni ban pai to aap ho na ho kya pharak parta ha.... coffee bana ne ke liye sugar milk me puri tarah se mil jata ha..and uske baad v wo apni mithash se apni pahchan coffee me barkarar rakhta ha.. agar sugar keval ice cube ki tarah hota to kya us se coffee me phark aata.. ni,sugar meethi ha ye uski pahchan ha.. jab us ne aapna astitva khoya to coffeee meethi ho gayi.. so mujhe to ye lagta ha ki kisi me apna astitvya milane ke liye apna astitva banane ki jarurat hoti ha.. kavi aapka balidan and so calld sacrifice ki koi kimat ho paye gi..
